Lmao, Man (Not to discredit you or anything) but I've cut myself up so much in my lifetime lol.. I mean dang, When I was a novice with my throwing knives, and my swords, I used to cut myself up all the time. In fact, I have only one knive that I have never drawn my own blood with lol
Haha.. I've filled up a few waterbottles with my own blood myself lol Don't feel alone
Also, About the stitches: stitches arent so bad. When I was a child, I was playing with my friend on a swingset, and he had my toy keeping it from me (playing ofcourse) and dropped it, i went for it, and he threw the swing at me, had to get around 20 stitches in my head lol Still have a scar
Also, Ive taken a knife and cut a nice slit down the pad of my thumb, the way it was cut I bled nothing, and I could see underneath my skin, and down into the muscle/tip of the bone before. rather creepy