Re: Your worries...
Oh, I am sorry about your life, but don't worry. There is always way to be getting better life. life is hard and is very struggling but you can not avoid it. The only thing you have to be strong and never be gave up with everything. I have been thru this too, I just want to share about my life with you too. I know you strong and being teenager is not that easy.
About Always keep up with the school even though the word say much easier that to do it. But the school is very important to you, you are stilll have more opportunity to be success in life.
About you family divorced, I know I how you feel and I know you didn't want that happen to you family. It is hard to accept. You didn't want to ruin you life and gave just because you family is not together anymore. The only thing I advice you that if you will married someday find the right girl that will understand you be there for you even though the time is hard but she always be there for you. The girl who will make you straight. The nice girl always like the guy attention, seem like sometime she controling but at the mean time she didn't. She just want you to be success and never want to hurt, she is guiding you to the straight way. She will depend on you a lot when she married with you. So, it is better find the girl that not just for fun, because you do not want divorce like your family. It is really hard for the kid and make them confuse. If a good girl always give attention to you, you better not ignore her because you will never find the nice girl like her, because it is really hard to find a nice girl on these day and you will regret someday.
I hope it will help you to think a better life. I have been thru this already, so now I feel much better and want to share some my experience to 99nasha. Good luck I wish you best... way always open for you... be strong.