ok...i need your opinion, if i did right or wrong
a few days ago, some girl that live in Coral springs ( i live in Palm beach Florida, so its like an hour drive away) added me on Facebook, saying i look pretty intersting
we have alot in common and such
we start talking, and she asks if i would like to meet her. she pretty hot, im down there near the area for the weekend at a friends house anyway, so why not. i said ya
as days prgress, we talk more and more, to the point that it gets at a realationsip level ( i wont go into detail if u know wat i mean) and it looks like somethin will spark when we meet. the plan was to hangout fridaynight (carshow, beach, other stuff) and iwas actually gona sleep over too and spend all day satuday also)
we talk and talk, and shes getting really attached to me, even tho wheve never meet. but i go with it, even though im getting wprried in the pit of my stomach
im worried that this isent gona work out becuase of several factors
one being the distace, about 100 miles, and hour drive.
i go to a police acadamy 50 miles north of me already ( M-F , 9-5)
so just skool is like 500 mies itself. i put the girl into that, this is reaching almost 800 miles a week. my car has a range of 370, so thats filling a full tank of gas almost 2-3 times a week, on a small car, almost 100 dollers a week.
not to mention my job is giving me no hours, so im almost broke
also, shes to attached, to clingy to me for seomone thats never meet me. shes already talking about 6 months down the road! but i just go with it, trying to keep up with her
any way, there are a few other reasons, but ill get on wit it.
im driving hime frim skool, and i start thinking about it.
I cant handle it
i couldent handle the 800 miles, the commetment, all of it.
ive already told her about this, and she said she can handle 1 day a month.
well..i cant....if im going out with someone, i kinda want to see them whenever i can.
so i break it to her.
and she took it mixed, almost in denial. trying to plea with menot to do it.
i stuck with my descion and kept telling her its not her, but the situation im in, and how im literaly stuck here until i get hired.
after hours of texting and calling, she starts to get nasty about it.
i was being as nice as possible, iven played the "we can still be friends" card, cause i relly do like her, its not taht much to do with her personally
but she says stuff like
"i already made an art journal entry about you for skool, but now its worthless"
"i just need a guy to calm me down, and i think my ex could do it for me"
and also saying stuff like
"im holding back crying so much right now"
"i had to get outa skool to cry"
and then she gets all pleading again, accepting the fact that i dont want it know, she asks if we could try again in 6 months.
well, i ccouldent make any promises, i said, and i dont plan that far ahead.
spelling and grammer aside, So did i do right CF, cause i feel like shit and have been in bed all day