I don't want this thread to be closed to be honest.
But, we are trying to help, and I think you should follow through.
After you do it, they'll be no need for this thread, and trust me, you'll feel better about yourself for finally getting it out, and it'll be a lift off your shoulders, which ever way it goes.
If on the other hand, your not going to follow the advice given (very good in my opinion
) then there is no point.
This thread is for you, to help you after all.