Yeah, you really should find somewhere else to post that kind of a problem. If your really worried, ask your friends and family what you thinks that it means. More-over, you could go onto the AIM chat rooms and talk to them. But a computer forum is not the place to be asking a bunch of 'geeks' about personal relationship problems....
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