in future though if you really feel that way that you cant be bothered with the forum anymore dont make a leaving thread because you only loose respect when you come back just go out to the country for a few days sort things out then return , at least this way you dont have to make a big thread explaining everything when you return if people ask why you where away for a few days you can just say you where busy with work or whatever . Im glad you managed to have a few days out work things out sometimes thats all thats needed
right theres not alot i can add to that i will only say 2 things,
first is i have great respect for you thelis and am happy you are back,
second is also along the lines of respect its jus your post was very long and if it had said any1 else except for thelis on the poster on the thread i wouldnt have bothered but i did i read the whole thing, as i do think you are always sensible and just everythin you say is worth reading.