Re: any kind soul recommend me a good alternative to gmail
Account disabled without any warning / reason? I have heard it happening, though I've been lucky enough to escape that one so far at least!
If this is the case (and if not, what is it?) then I'm afraid your only reliable option is to use a paid service. Any free service provider has the option to switch off your account if they feel like it, and because you're not paying you're not going to be guaranteed any support either.
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