i was baptized a catholic but, i guess im agnostic
like, i believe there is a god , but i dont see god the way others do.. i dont think you will find a higher power through a organized religion..if you find god through chruch, thats cool, it works for you..
i find god in other places... when i walk downtown watching as the world goes by, seeing creation and everyone in it go on with life, i believe god is there, when i sit on a rock in the mountains beside a crystal clear lake listening to nature i believe god is there... i believe that finding god is through personal experiances, and becoming one with yourself and you surroundings.. sounds like a hippy, tree-hugger kind of thing (or so ive been told), but that's what i go with
i do dislike the hardcore extremist Christians, they get on my nerves
i also dislike hardcore atheists because they always judge me.. like the a while back, im in school and ive worn a cross around my neck for years, it slips out onto my shirt... a guy in my class sees it and says " you not catholic are you?".. well i say yah sure i am...he asks me if i actually believe that bull$hit that the church is trying to sell me, i say not exactly and explain my beliefs... then he actually says "wow, you actually believe there is a god? how naive are you?", i start getting a little annoyed cause i dont like people insulting what i believe, so i say something along the lines of ts my beliefs, i dont care what you think, if you dont have beliefs thats your own buisness, i dont care, but dont insult me, cause you dont believe what i do... now he gets pissed cause im not agreeing with him ( im not sure why he got pissed but whatever) , he says something along the lines of "dont be stupid, there is no god, when you die you die, your dead there is no heaven, and science proves that"... and he went on for a bit about how he was right i was wrong, till class finished....
now dont get me wrong, i dont hate atheists or anything, hell my best friend is a bit of a atheist, i just dont like my beliefs being called foolish or naive... or talking to a hardcore christian and being told im gonna burn in hell cause i dont go to church