Nate, I am going to ban you for a week. If you don't chill out after that, and trust me, I will monitor your posts very closely, it will be a year long ban. I promise you that.
Control what you say, or at least think about whether you should keep it to yourself. Stop being a fucking (pardon my language, but this stuff really gets to me) loser and go out, find a drinking buddy and enjoy yourself. Don't moan to a bunch of teens, we are not going to help your situation at all. In fact, the only thing that could help it is intense counseling.