i notice theres 3 members on there. george monks, admin and alan c. my guess is that george monks (who you claim made the forum), and admin are the same person, and alan c must be someone different.
my guess is that you are not alan c, as surely you would sign up as forumaddict?
i guess what im trying to say is, i recon you are george monks, and if the mods wont mind id like an ip comparison. i may be wrong, and im sorry if i am, but id like to know