Re: Sick of licing
Nate,
I am going to say this is with the best possible intentions, this isn't the first time you have posted about hating your life, and that you are miserable, its not the first time that you have felt that everyone on here dislikes you or is having ago at you.
Its not the first time that you have posted threads apologising and I for one at times have thought what the hell is he apologising for.
I do feel though that you are clearly not happy, you have talked about this girl, and how you feel about her, on some occasions what you have posted has concerned me, you are only young, and have your whole life ahead of you. I feel that you need to speak to somone, whether this be a teacher, a counselor, your parents just someone who may be able to help you all through this.
I don't know you, all I see is what I see you post on the board, I don't know if anyone on here knows you personally, but the internet is not the place where we can give you the full support because I for one, would be very reluctant to do so without actually knowing you. Each one of us can only talk from our own experiences, what we all have gone through and how we resolved it in our own lives.
Trust me when I tell you this, at times in each one our lives I can tell you, we have all reached a point where it looks bleak, but talking with it through with someone can only help.
Find someone you can trust you have mentioned various people in other threads and talk about how you feel. I am not judging you or condemning you, but I do feel that there is only so much help that a computing forum can help with, it is a close knit community and yes we will be willing to support as much as possible but talk this all through with someone so you can touch base with someone.
I am happy to discuss this further with you, through msn or private message, but I have watched this develop over the last couple of months, and it really is starting to concern me.