Half Evil
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well here it goes.
at the moment i am grounded from my computer. i have a girl friend that lives more then 3 hours away, and then i got involved with a girl right here.
eh, well a few days ago i got yelled at cause of my grades, and then i loose my computer. yeah, thats not so bad, but what makes it worse, is that i have a girl friend over 3 hours away. yeah, thats quite far away, for a steady relastionship, and while i go out with her, a really close friend come up to my house. yes a friend thats a girl. well she leaves, and comes up later that day, and stays till about 11:30 at night, and right before she leaves, we make out a lil bit, and mind you all i have a girl friend. but i plan on breaking up with her before this happened, but this happening just encourages it right? well she leaves, last night, and today were all talking and stuff, about where we could go from just being friends, because shes 2 years older. but the thing is that after that discussion ended, i asked what she was doing. bad move. she was writing a poem about a really good frined of hers, for an x-mas gift, but that was only part of it. and now i ask what else she is giving him, and she said its a secret. so WTF? yeah i can go along with that, tho you all kno what im thinking what the secret is. and at anyrate i ask how close she is with this dude, because i kno they always hang and stuff, but, i asked if she would go out with him, she said yes, and she also said yes to him being that one really good friend in her life. and there also friend with benefits, as it turns out. yeah, this dude, is a year older the her, shes a junior, im a freshmen, and the other guy is a serior. ya kno i planed on asking this girl out, but now that i see how close she is with him, and what hes going to be gettin for x-mas (still debating if im right), but anyway now that i find this out, it freakin hurts. its depressing, because she almost lead me on....and then, all gone. but yeah, in the mist of all this, i stil have a girl friend that knows nothing. so WTF do i do? what would anyone do? i mean, this one girl was great, athletic, great looking, good personality, but still shes not going out with him, just special friends, and she said that i had a chance because its not age, looks ect.. but still i could, and i kno she would say yes to going out with me. i mean were just that close. but this other dude is kinda creating a problem. and yeah, my girl friend still dosent know anything. should i keep it that way, or WTF should i do?
sorry im just kinda complaing
i dont kno what to do, and never will, but feel free to comment on my complaining...haha
at the moment i am grounded from my computer. i have a girl friend that lives more then 3 hours away, and then i got involved with a girl right here.
eh, well a few days ago i got yelled at cause of my grades, and then i loose my computer. yeah, thats not so bad, but what makes it worse, is that i have a girl friend over 3 hours away. yeah, thats quite far away, for a steady relastionship, and while i go out with her, a really close friend come up to my house. yes a friend thats a girl. well she leaves, and comes up later that day, and stays till about 11:30 at night, and right before she leaves, we make out a lil bit, and mind you all i have a girl friend. but i plan on breaking up with her before this happened, but this happening just encourages it right? well she leaves, last night, and today were all talking and stuff, about where we could go from just being friends, because shes 2 years older. but the thing is that after that discussion ended, i asked what she was doing. bad move. she was writing a poem about a really good frined of hers, for an x-mas gift, but that was only part of it. and now i ask what else she is giving him, and she said its a secret. so WTF? yeah i can go along with that, tho you all kno what im thinking what the secret is. and at anyrate i ask how close she is with this dude, because i kno they always hang and stuff, but, i asked if she would go out with him, she said yes, and she also said yes to him being that one really good friend in her life. and there also friend with benefits, as it turns out. yeah, this dude, is a year older the her, shes a junior, im a freshmen, and the other guy is a serior. ya kno i planed on asking this girl out, but now that i see how close she is with him, and what hes going to be gettin for x-mas (still debating if im right), but anyway now that i find this out, it freakin hurts. its depressing, because she almost lead me on....and then, all gone. but yeah, in the mist of all this, i stil have a girl friend that knows nothing. so WTF do i do? what would anyone do? i mean, this one girl was great, athletic, great looking, good personality, but still shes not going out with him, just special friends, and she said that i had a chance because its not age, looks ect.. but still i could, and i kno she would say yes to going out with me. i mean were just that close. but this other dude is kinda creating a problem. and yeah, my girl friend still dosent know anything. should i keep it that way, or WTF should i do?
sorry im just kinda complaing
i dont kno what to do, and never will, but feel free to comment on my complaining...haha
